There was a time when I valued change – plenty and often – over the drag of “one foot in front of the other” consistency. Change is exciting and sexy. It grabs peoples attention and polarizes them. Those can be good things, but if you want to change the world, you’ll have to be willing to engage the mundane. Practicing, honing, listening, emailing, calling, arguing, and organizing. Then rinse and repeat.

I’ve found the hard part isn’t starting something – it’s sticking with it long enough to have an impact.

A few years back I sat on the Porch of Potbelly’s sandwich shop on the eve of Easter and expressed to my wife that I didn’t really care anymore.  It wasn’t that I hated the idea of Jesus’ resurrection. It was just that it was all so familiar and hum drum.  I just couldn’t fake the enthusiasm anymore.  This was also a low point in my Eucharist taking.  Now I see that my perspective on the Resurrection of Jesus was directly tied to my view of the Eucharist.  As one rose so did the other.

I was never a big fan of coffee.  Then I read a book by Howard Schultz (founder & CEO of Starbucks Coffee) and within a few short months I became a certified coffee snob.  I was never really a big fan of the Eucharist.  That is until I read the likes of N.T. Wright and became a certified Communion snob.  I had never heard anyone talk so passionately about the implications of the Resurrection.  He says, that the Eucharist is remembering that God has promised to resurrect all of creation.  That it’s full of hope. Not just that you can go to heaven one day but that at the end of all things- love will win.  When you take that bread and cup in your hands you’re saying, “I remember that God gave himself up so that the world could be set right. I remember the sacrifice of Jesus. I remember with all of the Christians through the ages that there is hope.”   To me that’s really beautiful.

They say that to be passionate about something you have to interact with someone who is passionate about it themselves. I hope to be that person for others when it comes to the Eucharist.

I also think our churches need more crazy pastors. Kooky types who mutter about the kingdom of God, yell at parishoners, and occasionally get thrown in prison. Unfortuantely, we prefer good looking well spoken pastors who would make great politicians.

Too bad.

There’s a big theological word called “sanctification” that basically says we are works in progress.  We are literally becoming saved.  Doesn’t Paul say something about working out our salvation with fear and trembling?  I think somewhere in our evangelical scramble to assure everyone that they’re really saved and going to heaven we lost this idea that it’s a process.  We’re on a journey.  We’re literally becoming Christians.

Next time someone asks if you’re a Christian I think an interesting answer would be “Nope, but I hope to be someday.”  Not to be tricky or evasive but to be more honest about the reality of our religious lives.

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